So it's about time for a new update. And I wish there was really something to blog about, but unfortunately there isn't. Things go along just as they always do. I'm still temping at Middlebury, which is okay, I get a paycheck every week, but I'm really not passionate about it.
I went out last night, I've been going out one weekend night every week, and it exhausts me. The thing is that the guys I meet while I'm out in Burlington are the type of guys who like to go out multiple nights every week. And I'm really not into that. Or else the other people I meet while out are the kind of guys who are out looking for one thing. I miss Liz, I miss going to The Green room and just sitting around having glasses of wine and chatting. I miss last year. I miss my old friends. Everyone has stuff going on, and I feel really disconnected from the people I want badly to hang out with. I love the friends I have now, but they just have a different directions in life.
So I end up going out, chatting with strange pushy men who I'm really not interested in. I need to start doing things I really like doing, meeting people that way, unfortunately my options in Vermont are pretty limited.
I'm getting restless with life, and I'm sick of doing the same thing every week.
I want to go to Drinks with friends I can just sit and have a glass of wine with. As far as relationships go, I'm ready to sincerely connect with someone, and not be jerked around. Period.
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Now playing: Rilo Kiley - Go Ahead
http://foxytunes.com/artist/rilo+kiley/track/go+ahead
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