Update: Thanksgiving, General Life Frustrations

So Thanksgiving is over, it's nice, there are no leftovers in my refrigerator taking up precious space where my soy milk should be. Instead the refrigerator is looking quite bare. My parents went on vacation for Thanksgiving, and so I am left with a very empty refrigerator. And I worked at the Restaurant for Thanksgiving, and thus, no turkey leftovers...yet.
And so life goes on. I have yet to find a full time job, and it is something that stresses me out on a regular basis. I have discovered just what people mean when they say they're losing sleep over something. I keep looking, but it takes people so long to make decisions. I just called one place and was told they'll be making a decision very soon. So I'm hopeful but I'll be doing more job hunting tomorrow.
Remember that crush I had have on that boy? The one from Troy? Yeah still there. He's just the cutest thing. He reminds me a bit of Ben, just in that they have similar personalities. It's cute.
Oh, so on my birthday I flirted with a boy at the restaurant we were eating at. And he gave me his phone number. I've been out with him twice, but I'm not very optimistic about the whole thing. He's really very quiet, and I just don't have the energy to bring someone out of their shell. And I've been in enough relationships where I have to put in more effort than the other person. Relationships that are meant to be are supposed to flow, right? It shouldn't be this hard. No worries though. My self confidence has sky-rocketed. No more settling for boys I don't think are cute, I have the confidence to ask out boys I think are cute. And that really says something about how much I've grown.
Well, lots of errands to run tomorrow, so it's time for bed for this gal. I'll make an effort to update more often, if you all make an effort to comment once in a while, if only to let me know ANYONE is reading this. Because talking to myself, sort of lame.



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